i miss you lately, weirdly. i miss spending everyday with you and missing you when you went home. i miss not having to entertain you how you'd just be at my house and do what you wanted, go shopping with my mum or take a bath. i miss sleeping with you most nights and how you were the only person who knew how to spoon me correctly. how we did the same thing every weekend and it never ever got boring, and how in the seven years we've been friends we haven't had one fight except for the time i said i had achne and you went off at me and slept on the lounge and we didn't say goodnight then you crawled into my bed in the early hours and we forgot about it. i remember that one year when we stopped hanging out and you hung out with other people and we didn't talk for maybe 9 months. then i remember when we went on a picnic after 9 months and it was like we never stopped hanging out. i miss our pillow talk and how you know how to make me coffee. i don't know why but lately i miss you more than usual or maybe i'm just being a sook.